I don’t know what I wanted from you, and maybe that was the problem, it was me; that my thoughts were vague, my dreams too big. I was a paradox, an unclear concept, one day I wanted you to love me the next I wanted to be alone. You didn’t know how to love me because I gave you no basis or foundation to love me by. Naturally, I continue to blame myself because I don’t know what I wanted from you and I knew little about what I deserved.
But I know for sure I didn’t deserve the lies, the confusion and crushing sadness at 3am and most certainly not your pathetic empty words and promises. So I may be lost, a traveller in a finite world, but because of you I will always remember my worth."